Its 2009 and its a bit strange.
It’s 2009 and my passport expires on March 31. I never thought that day would ever come. It is a bit sad and it is also a benchmark. This book is filled with extensive travels. Each stamp is a reminder and has a story and a memory or 2. It is filled again with visas and extension pages. I’m very proud of this. When I I was in school I had a friend who was a model and she had extension pages and I gushed with envy. This became a goal. Goal accomplished. Well done.
It’s 2009 and I’m getting married this year. To whom? We will all have to wait and see. It’s a good thing because I have proved once again that I cannot choose myself. The Englishman turned out to be a flake and presently – there is no one. Funny, I asked a very well trained person recently what they would do if they knew they were going to be married in 4 months (or so) to someone they didn’t know. Her answer shocked the hell out of me.
1) fulfill every fantasy she ever had
2) do everything possible to meet him before they find him.
Now option one sounds interesting… but could I really do that? Option 2, haven’t I been doing that? Perhaps not. Maybe making a blog super public is a really good idea?
It’s 2009 and I have made a resolution and a commitment to always SIT down when I eat. This will encourage mindful eating and hopefully, eliminate mindless munching. I had some gumdrops at Whole Foods tonight, do gumdrops count as food? Does this count as mindless munching while walking? I guess I’m off to a bitter sweet start then.
It’s 2009 and I started going to the gym and bought “bikini boot camp” 2 days ago. My clothes don’t fit and I have what I am calling a “holiday belly”. I don’t like this holiday belly. I realized how much I have been eating and drinking for the past few weeks and its allot. I also realized that ignoring my clothes not fitting and ignoring a scale is only going to make matters worse. I am OK though… meaning, I am not obsessing and getting all upset and hating myself. This is progress.
It’s 2009 and I am ready for more… for food issues and Singletonism to be states of being from the past – things and thoughts that I used to think about and now wonder what it was like to think about or do… I am definitely ready… bring it on 2009…
